| I'd serenade you every night but you'd never be here to hear it |
[23 Dec 2009|02:35pm] |
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Monday at the Hug and Pint - Arab Strap |
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Today I got up early and went into the city and finished off Christmas. Everything has been done, it's all ready. Just little things now, like packing a bag to go to my mums and writing the last 2 letters to get mailed off so I can at least try and get people cards vaguely near the festive day. When I got back, I played my Bob Dylan records and did the cleaning. Then I listened to Arab Strap and did some more cleaning. Emailled Jeffrey Lewis back and forth for a bit. He said it's been snowing in Brooklyn too. Cardiff hasn't been too bad, but the valleys have been under a foot of snow. I like the snow, in that it makes everything glitter and covers all the concrete so everything looks clean, but it makes me scared I'm going to fall over, and it's so cold! Makes me wish I wasn't a smoker, going out in that. It's the only thing that makes me want to stop being a smoker. It'll be spring soon. Lots of baby animals and more sunshine and my birthday. So, it's nearly Christmas and I'm getting excited! Wish I could feel it properly.
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| Where's the kid with the chemicals? I've got a hunger and I can't seem to get full. |
[22 Dec 2009|02:36pm] |
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MTV2. God Biffy Clyro are an overrated pile of wank. |
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I have very little news. After working 80 hours in 6 days I kind of feel like I don't even know who I am anymore. Work was good though, all my service users are full of Christmas cheer and keep singing and dancing in the kitchen. Today I had Virgin TV put in and now have hundreds of channels, I've been watching them as I've been doing my housework. There's so much to do. and I still have 2 items on my Christmas to do list as well. I've been rubbish with a lot of things, I haven't even had time to think let alone act. Christmas will get sorted, in time. I'll try and be around, but for the meantime, I wish you all a great festive season xxx
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| Do you like to hurt, I do, I do, then hurt me |
[14 Dec 2009|02:36pm] |
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Lifted - Bright Eyes |
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Just posting a bit of a moan as usual. I haven't had too bad a couple of days actually, as I have been off work and been able to catch up with things. Christmas is now sorted apart from the following things: 1. The buying and wrapping of one present 2. To mail off my packages of presents 3. To find my godmother's address so I can mail her card. So all in all that's a stress off my mind. I had my work Christmas meal yesterday afternoon and it went ok. I didn't really say anything but I did get pretty drunk and gave out a couple of cards and generally tried to join in conversations that I just can't get into. At one point, I told them I didn't go to university to get a job, but just to learn to think in a new way, and they all laughed at me. Oh well, I laugh at them too, just, secretly. I also watched the X Factor final, in a drunken, crashed state, I was glad Joe won because Olly was a wanker. I hate those laddy types of guys, they stink of repressed sexuality. I'm reading George Orwell's Down and Out in Paris and London and it's genius, I'm hooked. Nearly finished now and then I'm going to read something short so I can get ready for any books I may get for Christmas. What else? I've written all my mail and want some more to come in because I get lost when I haven't got letters to do. I've always been a compulsive writer. I'm working nights the next 3 days so I'll be around, but not around. Then two days off, then 3 days straight of days and then I'm off for 5 for Christmas. Yey! There's probably more but I have no other thoughts. Listen to my music, clean my house, hang out with John and the cats and the usual.
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